superbowl XLIII

steelers won. those are my boys. even though i only watch fooball once a year. haha. so today i realized, once an addict, always an addict. i was almost afraid to go home because i thought i might do it again. today was a great day, but one of the hardest. all i wanted to do was go home and do things i know i shouldnt. this probably sounds really bad, but i cant wait until im 18. right now im really weighted down, and i feel like the biggest jerk in the world. im not in the best mood, even though i should be. im really greatful for the things i have, but those things arent any use if they dont being any happiness to anyone. sorry if anyone things im just listing things to complain about, but its just whats on my mind.
if people just went outside and looked at the sky, everyone would be a lot different.
try it out.