wow.

its been a long time since ive updated this. i kept saying i would and then just forgot about it. but ive finall got around to it. haha. well ive been sick a lot lately, first with the flu, i think, and now i have "just a really bad ear infection, but he does have a ruptured eardrum and has a hole in it." according to the doctor. haha. mom says ill probably have to get surgery on it soon. im a little scared cause ive never had any kind of surgery. haha. for some reason my phone isnt working. probably because its a brick. i really need a new one. haha. i dont know what else to say today other than my ear hurts.

im sickk :/

how does this heppen? just last night i was talking about how i never get sick or get the flu. coincidence? or is that irony? idk. haha. theyre the same thing to me. i guess it isnt that bad, cause now i can catch up on the homework and sleep that ive lost. haha. and i have really good soup that i made. :] i just woke up, and im already really bored. haha. i wish someone would text me. :] except for baylee. anyone but her. haha. our water heater was out all weeked and i was having to shower at zachs house, but we got a new one installed last night, and i took the longest shower ever. haha.

superbowl XLIII

steelers won. those are my boys. even though i only watch fooball once a year. haha. so today i realized, once an addict, always an addict. i was almost afraid to go home because i thought i might do it again. today was a great day, but one of the hardest. all i wanted to do was go home and do things i know i shouldnt. this probably sounds really bad, but i cant wait until im 18. right now im really weighted down, and i feel like the biggest jerk in the world. im not in the best mood, even though i should be. im really greatful for the things i have, but those things arent any use if they dont being any happiness to anyone. sorry if anyone things im just listing things to complain about, but its just whats on my mind.
if people just went outside and looked at the sky, everyone would be a lot different.
try it out.